Gratitude




I was not feeling well for two weeks now.

There’s this unexplainable pain I've been dealing with.

Thankfully, I think the remedy given was very effective since I have been feeling better lately.

I was paranoid.
I was confused.
I hate this feeling of uncertainty.

Yet, luckily for me, I have people around me who shows concern.

I have people whom I can be paranoid with.
I have people to help clear my thoughts in my confusion.
I have people who let me feel I am not alone.

I may not mention each of you here but you already know who you are.
And I may not be able to fully express how grateful I am.

But really...


Thank you. (:

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Fate




“Fate, why?”

I have asked this question a thousand times already.

Why of all people?
Why of all the time?
Why does it have to be this way?
Why do I have to experience all this?
Why?

So many questions that I grew tired of it.

I have never really expected an answer, anymore.

And just when I decided to stop asking, fate took another turn.

Fate led me to you.

“Fate, why?”

Fate smiled.

"You'll know someday."

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Same Day

A year ago on the same day, started something which none of us ever expected to happen.

This marks a specific chapter in my life.

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I really don’t want to dig much in the details but I’ve been grateful.
Really.

I’ve been thankful for all the memories.
For all the new experiences.
For the new friends I’ve made along the way.
For the ups and downs.
For the hurts.
For the feeling of being treated special.
For everything. (:

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This year on the same day, I’ve decided to look back.

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And I’ve realized I have never really lost. (:

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On this same day, I just wanted to say..

“Thank you.

I have moved on.” (:

 

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Author’s Note:

Wew! It took me MONTHS to actually post something new!
I’m sorry, dear readers (especially to those who were waiting for LoL ><)

And actually, I find it hard to write now. XD
I feel like I don’t know what to write or what words to use, anymore. XD
Or maybe because I just don’t want to sound all mushy that’s why I’m being very conscious. XD

And to all who leaves comments, THANK YOU! XD
And to you, SPAMMERS, sorry for you. Disqus has it all filtered. :P
So your comment won’t get posted.

Anyways.. if ever the person/s involved is/are reading this right now, hello to you! XD

For AyASK posts (refer to First Post for 2013, I have never really answered any of the questions. Sorry ToT.

I’ll try to get my writing back. XD

That is all!

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First Post for 2013


Hello, there!
Okay, I don't know what to write as of the moment but I just feel like I have to post something.

Maybe, I'll talk about my new mouse my mom bought me?
Or the new twins I just had for my Virtual Family?
Or about work, perhaps?

I don't know.

So, okay.
Here's an idea.

I would want you or the rest of the people out there to choose a topic for me to write about. XD

Prefix of the post title would be [AyASK] followed by the TOPIC or the QUESTION.

Ok, so this idea just kind of pop up while I'm writing this.

Hope to hear from you, good people, soon. ;)
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An Untitled Post


Ever imagined how it feels when something is suddenly taken away from you?
The feeling of confusion of whether you have to hold on or let go?
The feeling of having something which is not really yours?
The feeling of wanting to fight but it seems you have already lost?

Things in life come and go.
There are things we have no control over.
All we can do is just to accept things..
.. even if how difficult..
.. even if how painful.

Of why these are happening, the answers will come someday.

Everything takes time.
Time to think of things over.
Time to decide.
Time for wounds to heal.
Time for questions to be answered.
Time to assess if it's still really worth the wait.

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The curtain closes.
Another day has passed.
Bye as of now.




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Author's Note:
Hello again!
This is just an out of topic note.
Sorry for not being too active, lately.
It's been a week already since I have actually used my lappie.
I am planning to have the continuation for the next LoL parts next year.
But I'll try my best to publish one post for LoL before the end of the year.
My mind is ... well, not too organized as of these days. Gomen nasai! XD

Anyways, going ON-TOPIC, I just want to thank everyone who's always there to make me feel better. (:
Everything will be ok.
God has His plans.

PS. I am having trouble with blog post title. XDD



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